Hi,

I know you expect me to respond to your first email but I guess I just don't feel like talking right now. Glad you like the book...does it give you any clue as to what I am supposed to be doing? I'm sure that you can get some answers for yourself but I realize that I have repressed 90% of my true self since I was a child and I don't know if I would see the real me if I stared myself in the face.

I just had a terrible phone fight with Chuck confirming that I am insane. (Albert Einstein "Insanity is doing the same thing day after day and expecting a different result".) I told him he would be getting back over $8100 in tax money but, gee, he paid so much in interest and Enrique is getting back $18K, so he is pissed and was hoping that his return would be enough to pay me off.

I don't think I have ever been this depressed since I was about 21. It is not you, I love you and you are the only thing that keeps me going. But I used to at least have pride in my work when I had nothing else. Now I don't even have that and everything seems to be snowballing on me.

I love you. Please be patient with me..no, Don't! I have asked that for too long. Just try to put up with me a little longer. Thank you. Love you.

terry@nakedcontractor.com wrote:

Hi Love,
Just a quick note to tell you I miss not being able to call you and tell
you how great the book is. Not too far along and already it “required
reading” for both you and Alena. I’m sure Alena will miss most of the
point, but I think it wick really resonate with you (if I know as much
about you as I think I do). It time for dinner, so I’ll read more and
write more latter. I gotta put some clothes on now, first time since I
left dinner last night.

I Love You

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