No, not in what you write since you've been gone, what you tell me all the time. Do not fly home, spend some $ and we will talk by email. You always tell me that you think I'm beautiful then remind me of the first time that you saw my "chest"(BTW, you didn't have to tell me you were disappointed way back then, I saw the look on your face) , the bumps on my hands, etc and how I have these flaws but you ignore them since you love me. Then you say that I may be right, I am only beautiful to you. You think that you want to go to the beach with me because you want other people to see me naked but that maybe I am right..I am only good looking to you. I'm just asking you why you insist on that level of honesty. Why you would want to point out things to me that I can't change. It seemed that you reached way back last week to point out all my physical flaws. Was that cause you don't trust me? I love you soooo much. I'm
just depressed now. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
terry@nakedcontractor.com wrote: > Why do make such a point of giving me "left handed" compliments? You say
> I'm beautiful then point out all my flaws as though no one else would be
> able to overlook them. I don't do that to you. I try to not to hit below
> the belt....say things about your physical beauty that I know you can't
> change..with or without surgery. You say you're being honest. Do you
> think I don't know that I'm homely? Were you counting on nobody else
> wanting me cause I'm so plain? Sorry, really trying to figure things out
> now. Please, please, please... I love you like I have never loved anyone
> else. I just don't understand. Love you
I'm sorry, but I just don't understand. What did I write? How did I give
you a left
handed compliment? When did I say that you were anything but
beautiful to me? Am I supposed to look for other meanings in what I
write? Please let me know what I said or did to make you feel this way.
I'm sorry that I hurt you again. Do I need to fly home from our first
port to be with you? Please respond soon.
I love you so much I don't know what to say when I hurt you like this.
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