I'm sorry, my love, but I spent some time looking through the emails and didn't see questions that I haven't answered unless they were questions that we have already talked about by phone and agreed to talk about them we you return.  What am I missing?

 

I saw in your email to Ania that you said you're not doing anything but writing to me and thinking of me.  That's just not good.  Please go have some fun.

 

We will explore all the privacy issues when you get back.  There are certainly things that are inappropriate now because our relationship can't be public for quite some time. There are other things like our sex life that should have some boundries.  Please consider how long we've waited and tried not to hurt people.  I don't want Chuck to find out anything that will cause him to want to hurt me either...he would only want to hurt me if he felt hurt.    And I know that you don't want to hurt Alena.

 

I'm really concerned about selling the house in RP today after seeing the amount of new houses on the market.  I don't think there's going to be anyway to get a good price for it.  Drake is still saying mid 500's and that's not enough so I don't know what will happen.

 

I think Chuck is going to come over here to bring my gifts and if he does then I'm sure he will spend the night.  In a way it would be good if I can talk him into going to church tomorrow.  But in a way it's bad because I wouldn't be able to write to you until tomorrow afternoon.

I'll let you know as soon as I know.

 

I want you to have fun and relax and quit worrying.  It makes me sorry that I ever told you that Joe was at the job in RP...I did that because I know how curious you are..now it has backfired on us.  Please don't misunderstand.  I'm not going to withhold things in the future because of it.  I just think we need to talk more.

 

I'm sorry that I can't express myself as romantically as you do.  I'm just not very good at it but I love it that you do.

 

 

I love you very, very, very much.