I read the one from KozyHomes and started to get upset because it was "unattached".  Then I remembered you said "a work one" would be on the way.  What's wrong with us lately?  Why the insecurity? PLEASE DON'T ANSWER NOW.  That wasn't supposed to be in caps but I think it's best.  We need to be face to face.

 

I meant what I said in my other email.  Maybe it's time that you impress yourself by impressing another woman.  They must be standing in line for you...wondering what's wrong with them or you because you haven't made a pass.  It's a dangerous proposition for me, if you have fun with someone you will see all the gifts I am lacking.  Just too many years in overcontrolled or abusive relationships...makes me not feel ...feel

like not giving back...I don't know.  It just struck me that I need to know more about me.

 

Just know that I love you.  I have loved you since 1993.  What does that mean??? Just that I'm older now. 

 

Love you