Alena came by to get the key. She said it was the only key you have to your back door which seems ridiculous. She was just getting home and seemed to be in a good mood. I told her about the dog mess and she seemed okay but I feel bad because I meant to go back and mop the whole floor and didn't. She asked me on Friday if I had heard from you and I hedged. I think you were subtle about the counselor but that will be for her to decide. Consider how we read meanings between our conversations based on history, communication, insecurity, etc. How she handles your comment will be based on ????
I love you
terry@nakedcontractor.com wrote:
Hi Love,
It’s not that I don’t know how much you love me, I just have a hard time
believing it. The difference between the head and
the heart. Yes, we will
work it out. I didn’t know that our horoscopes pointed this problem out.
I think that I am progressing well. I think I have expressed my love for
you better than I have at any time in the past. I think you may be able
to understand me a little more now. I know I understand me more now. I’m
glad to hear that I still turn you on! Great! Glad you had a good day at
Church, and don’t worry about Chuck. God will call him in His way at His
time. WE just have to be there for him (Chuck). When you and I are
apart, yes, we do overanalyze everything, especially the things we are
insecure about. I don’t think we question everything, we just question
the things that we are insecure about. Isn’t that what our problems have
been about this week? How you feel you look, as compared to how I know
you look. How I feel you will leave for what I think are greener
pastures, as compared to how happy you are with me. It’s our
deepest
fears that we push on the other person to protect ourselves. I think I am
getting to deep again. To be continued when I get back and you want to
talk about it, Face to Face. We need to see each others eyes when go this
deep into our fears. I need to SEE your REACTION when I talk about your
fears (Beauty) as well as you do me when you talk about rejection (Joe).
Nuff of that stuff. How about an Alaskan Clothing Optional cruise to
Alaska with Annia? I think it would be great, and not too many people
would be naked for her. I was told that last year it was too cold to go
naked all the time, but a few days were good. What did you think of the
pictures I sent you? Calm down and you will be able to read the camera
and reset it. Then you can take a picture, but I’m happy with this one
for now, and I can take a few next week or the week after. What do you
think of the letter I sent Alena asking about the counselor as a
friendly
reminder?
Time to mail, I Love You, my Adorable One!
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