Finally! I am home by myself. Chuck went to church with me this morning and, yes, Paul gave me my Cursillo application. After church there was supposed to be a newcomer's luncheon but Chuck didn't want to stay so we went to Magoo's for brunch. It was great! A huge spread of down home foods including beef stew, polenta, fried chicken. eggs, deserts, salads, pasta....all the things I like for $13 per person. I will take you there.

I'm really tired. Chuck blasted the TV all night. Sushi puked all night. This morning the dogs made a mess on the floor. It was my fault...I left them in for 13 hrs..it was the best I could do with Chuck here. I hope I cleaned up okay but I was in a hurry to get back to the house cause Chuck was here by himself.

I read the letter from Ania. I'm glad she knows we love her. I'm sorry that you don't know how much I love you. Jose, Lena, the Ennegram(sp?), and our horoscopes all pointed out that a Cancer and an Aquarian will have these problems. We are only meant to be because we want to be. We are both in self dep, we both have stubborness as obstacles. Cancers are more romantic and Aquarians are distant and aloof. That's not the way we are inside, we feel equally inside. (You and Me). That's the way we express ourselves. So mankind in general has a problem with communication and you and I in a love relationship have to work at it more. The problem comes when it seems like to much work for one person and it concerns me that you may be feeling overworked lately. Can we just not talk about it anymore til you get back?

I do love you, you do turn me on, you do satisfy me, you do take care of me. I'm not going to go into the self deprecating mode now. I had a good day at church. But Chuck's hateful attitude toward Bill, Colleen, everyone on the street outside church left me wondering how to get God's help for him. The best part of Paul's sermon today?...things should be simple. We over complicate life. We over analyze everything. He said exactly what I say. It's simple. It's important to Love God, yourself, other people and be kind and good. That's it. When you question everything you are making a statement that man could know more than GOD.