JFDI? Just Focus and Do It? Oh, the other meaning. You know I could
never do that! Even if I was single without you. I need to love the
person I Fuck. That is why I love fucking you, because I love you. I
guess we differ there and that applies to Joe, you and me. Joe can fuck
any woman (I think), you have to have an attraction, I need to love them.
So I push my need to love on you, then I’m afraid if you fuck Joe, you
love him. Do you see what I do? It has nothing to do with how I feel
about satisfying you, but to do with how I feel about fucking in general.
Joelene was the only fuck I ever had where I didn’t love her, and she was
my first. When she gave me a blow job the first night I met her, I never
felt anything like that before. It was “mind blowing”. So I really
expected a lot from fucking, but it wasn’t as good. But with you, I get
too turned on too fast. That’s why we need to fuck a lot so I can last
until you come two or three times. Then someday we can really play, and
each come in a sixty-nine. I would love to be able to make you come when
I eat your pussy, and I would love you to be able to blow me again some
day, but I must feel that you want to, and right now I just can’t see why
you would when you have so many needs for me to meet with just regular
fucking. Or am I reading too much into this again?

BTW, I sent you a note from Kozy Homes.

I Love You, My One and Only Fuck!