Good Morning My Dear,

I’m sorry I sent you that last email. You don’t have to respond, I know
“I’m a fucking stupid shithead”. I don’t know why I went there. I don’t
think it was insecurity, I think it may have been something else. Please
forgive me. I know you didn’t fuck Joe. I know you were just trying to
be nice to me, and I guess I can’t be that nice to you. I can’t say to
you to go and have a good time. I’m sorry I’m so selfish. But that what
I think all this boils down to, I’m selfish. I don’t want you fucking
anybody but me. I’m sorry, I try to give you the freedom you deserve, but
I just can’t. I guess I’m selfish because I feel you’re just too good for
me. Now I’m back into saying all the things I said before. Please don’t
hold my love for you against us. I just don’t know what to say. Please
be there this afternoon with one email that just says I Love You so I’ll
know you forgive me for what I said. You don’t deserve any of what I
said. You were just trying to be nice and I guess I just couldn’t believe
that you would be that nice and that wonderful to me. Please be there
Wednesday Morning. If you can’t after what I said, I understand. I hope
I’m not turning into a Chuck! Is this what he did? Where you were just
too nice to him and he couldn’t handle it? I Love You, but I fuck up when
I’m away from you too long. Please don’t put me away because I can’t
handle you fucking another guy. I’m not strong like you.

I Love You,
You Stupid Fucking Shithead!